Thursday, March 29, 2012

Feeling something like cheese whiz

Both were sick and wanted MOMMY! YAY
     This picture is not the most flattering and I really hesitated putting it up for others to see but it just captures how HAPPY I am! I love my kids! I love my cheese ball of a husband! I love my life! It's perfect! It's not perfect but I sure am blessed with so many great people in my life that I can't help but just shout for joy! So little side note, there's a good chance I will be using a plethora of very cheesy cliches so if you don't want to read, stop now. Who knows, though, I may not. Continue if you dare. 
   Anyway,  I have been feeling a roller coaster of emotions lately and thought 'hey I should share'. My twist and twirls starts with this overwhelming sense of love for my innocent little goobers that keep me on my toes, then the next minute I want to just burst into tears because they're not allowed to grow up and leave me. Then feeling my heart slowly let go to the idea of them getting old and getting married and not needing me anymore, followed by excitement of having grandkids and thinking of what that would be like. And then I end up back to square one and just feeling lucky that I have them in my life. Did you get dizzy? 
    Weston, my lovely, cuddly, adorable, sweet husband is so patient with my emotions that I think he deserves a plaque to be hung on the wall of being the WORLDS BEST HUSBAND! He's so amazing with the little munchkin and the little lady always lights up when she sees her daddy. When he's been working all day and I forget to return the library books he's willing to go out and return it for me. And He'll even play games with me even when it's late at night when he should be sleeping. It may not seem like big things but its moments like these that make me weak in the knees and fall flat on my face because I'm so in love! Weston...you are MINE!
     I love my family! Everything about me is inseparably connected to my family. I know I am my own person but I have found out so much of who I am because of Oliver and Madeline and Weston. They challenge me to be better everyday. I live for my them! Mom, Dad, if you're reading this, I'm starting to get a glimpse of how much love you have for us. And all those things you've done to try to keep me safe but I thought you were trying to ruin my life, Thank You! Even if I was being a pain in the rear end, thank you!   Ok, so not as many cliches as I had hoped for but here are some pictures of my awesome family!